Blinking

I have been continously stressed for about five days now. It's really, really starting to grate on me. Everything is conspiring to piss me off lately. School, the movie, random uncotrollable circumnstances...

I took the day off from school and, essentially, stayed in bed all day. I've never done that before. I just didn't feel like doing anything. I couldn't convince myself to move. Extremely unnerving really. I played frisbee with Shadow a bit this afternoon. I watched Memoirs of a Geisha finally.

I don't really sleep anymore. I can't. I need for this school year to be over and the movie to be out of production, but that's never going to happen. Ever. Ever. Ever. We just keep on postponing the completion date later and later. If it wouldn't be so disappointing I'd say we'd call the whole thing right now. That's really how I feel and nobody is doing a good job of convincing me that they'd particularly care.

Another frustrated entry, I guess. I hope things swing around soon. I've tried talking to people about all this, but it doesn't really matter. It's not rational enough for any of that to work. I just need to keep on venting and hope for a change.