Timeless

I feel like my life is in complete disarray at the moment. So much is sort of "up in the air"--or at least that's how I feel.

#1: I don't know if I have a job and I need money-- a lot of it--for the upcoming months: Chicago, Florida, the computer I'll have to buy, and whatever...I was going to see if I could go into work tomorrow, but Alexa's having her birthday party tomorrow and it's been so long since I've seen my sisters or even been to my mom's house that I'd feel really awful to miss it. And since we have practice on Tuesday, for whatever reason, I guess I'll have to wait until Wednesday to call in to work. On Wednesday, no exceptions, I'm calling in at 2:30 and praying that there's no problem.

#2: We are so behind on the movie and I don't really have a plan to get caught back up. There is so, so much to do -- including hospital scenes -- and I don't know when I'll have the time or energy to figure it all out. I guess a week from Monday we'll start working on it a lot more (hopefully everyday afterschool), but if I'm trying to make money with a real job and everything it's going to be tricky. Real tricky.

#3: We still have to figure out what we're going to do exactly for the Florida trip. Maybe tomorrow, after Alexa's party, I'll sit down and make all the necessary phone calls. Everything is worked out with my Aunt and Tony's grandparents though, so at least we have that.

#4: My grades are really low, the homework keeps on piling up, and I feel like I'm going to explode. I can't wait until AP tests are over, but mostly I can't wait until the Florida trip. I'm so beat. Musical has my work ethic and energy level really diminished.

That's pretty much it. I'm glad I can group my relatively trivial problems into four categories. All I need to fix everything (mostly) is time, and what am I doing? Wasting it talking about the problems I should be fixing. Excellent.

Maybe I'll go look at the movie schedule right now...

I'm in such a different mood than this morning. Odd.